"A haze hangs over the city," she tries.
She tries: "A lenient master is a cruel master."
"Heavy hangs the head that wears the crown."
"I bet he's lonely in that big house."
She tries breathing.
She tries: "I'm strugging for independence."
She tries: "Posting this to Facebook shows courage. Not to post it shows cowardice."
"No one listens to me."
"No one listens anyway."
She tries smoothing the fur of a buffalo rug.
She tries feeling guilty.
"I just don't see it ever coming right," she tries.
"I need a god," she tries.
She tries praying.
She tries spooning coconut milk over her lips.
She tries playing games.
She tries cycling downhill, tries not to brake.
"I should have--"
She tries: "I must discover the meaning of 'will'."
She tries: "That cat is dying."
She tries dying.
"Only necessary things," she tries.
"I opened my eyes and it was still morning."
"Maybe it's all true."